The first day

So today I decided to make a blog, not really sure how to do this, but I'll figure it out. I'm pretty enthused to start blogging. I've been reading so many blogs and most of them have impressed me, there are so many wonderful minds on here. Well I'm going to end this here and hopefully post some blogs tomorrow.

life in black and white

life in black and white, originally uploaded by livefreewithme.

I wish I had someone who could for tell to me the feelings I have are well, I need some help in this place that feels like hell. for many reasons why I feel like people always tell me lies. I can't understand why I act so shy and sometimes even scrutinize the one's I love in my eyes. Why can't we all just infer that we all aren't perfect and we are never always sure. I begin to feel nostalgic about the good memories that will never be founded. I can't seem to get my thoughts grounded, I feel like I'm surrounded by the fact that life will never be fully rounded. I always seem to forget to staunch the tears that slowly crawl down my face and I can never seem to put them into place as to why they are falling down my face, maybe I just can't seem to trace why simplicity can't be the dress of every ones mess, why is it so hard for one to confess, or or maybe I wish for a guess on my future address, but when I try to make sense of my mess, I seem to understand that I always deprive all the feelings I wish to hide, maybe that's why I want to break down and cry, but then I look to the sky and still wonder why life feels like nothing but a lie......